So, yeah, it's been a while.

It has been a while since I blogged. Thanks to Plurk and its microblogging features, I don't know if I still can blog.  This is what my CW10 professor told us, "If you do not know what to write, if you can't start an essay, if you are having writer's block, start by saying, 'I don't know what to write.' You'll find that you'll do."

Maybe, I'll start by giving updates.  Or maybe not.  I don't know!  Gah, this is getting frustrating.  I have been feeling, hmm, down for a while now.  It's not serious, just, me, feeling the years get to me.  MY GOD IN A LITTLE BIT MORE THAN 10 YEARS I'LL BE TURNING THE BIG THREE-OH.  Okay, that might be shallow, but this is my blog.  So, suck it all up and just read.  Bitch.

"Hello, yeah, it's been a while." "..." "Not much, how 'bout you? It's been such a long time and I really miss your smile."

I don't know when was the last time I spilled my guts.  What I mean is, sitting down with a close friend, or a group of close friends, and just telling them all that has been bothering me these past few... months?  I really miss that, that sense of closeness, that sense of bonding, and just feeling every emotion get to you while divulging a secret.  Then you get your friends' reactions, which can range from happy to sad, shocked to bored, whatever.  I think I'm getting incoherent.

What I especially miss is the lightness I feel after sharing.

Or maybe I'm just getting to melodramatic.

I know some people will say that I'm letting myself down, that's it's all in my head, and that life is fun and we must be happy... But I don't know what my point is.  All I know is it has been a while.

It's been a while since I've been...

It's been a while since someone else...

It's been a while since we've...

Currently watching: Brothers and Sisters Season 3
Currently feeling: tired